Just a hug

 

I see you in the distance and automatically my eyes seek yours

to find that connection between us.

I see you nod and smile and I move on.

I watch as you speak and I think of touching you.

Not for sexual release, but for confirmation of the tenderness I feel for you.

 I see you speaking so eloquently and with such passion –

your love for Him shines through you.

You burn with the need to share His love with everyone –

even me, though most times I feel so unworthy.

Lately my mind strays and I cannot control my sinful desires.

I long for someone to cherish me and make me feel special.

I just want to be touched with tenderness.

I look to you once more and I long for you to hold me.

Just a hug of comfort.

I feel peaceful when you wrap your arms around me.

I know there can never be more than a godly love,

but maybe that’s all I need in the end.

 

 

Kiss me, please ……. I’ve waited so long

 Will one kiss be enough?

Where will we go from here?

Another, deeper kiss. . . .

A touch - in places that shouldn’t be touched.

Will we be able to remember that we shouldn’t touch one another?

Will we even want to?

 

Kiss me again – I can’t stand it

I knew once would not be enough

I want that deeper passionate kiss

I want to touch you – I want to run my hands

Through the hair on your chest

I want to see that sparkle in your eyes

When I touch you

 

I can still smell you as you smelled the other night

If only I could have moved over beside you

 wrapped my arms around you –

hugged up to you

I wanted your smell on me.