Lord I don't know what you are trying to tell me now except for the fact that you are in control. I saw your protective hand on Josh when he wrecked. Yes, Lord I know you could take him. Once again your protective hand was watching over Pug. I know he is just a little dog, but he is very special to me. So yes, Lord I know you can take him away too.. With Elaine coming into Bennett's life I have lost the confidence i once had in knowing without a doubt that we will be together. Is this your way of telling me that you can take him away as well. What do you want me to do Lord? I feel so lost and scared again. I don't know anymore what you want me to do.I know you have a plan for me because in Jeremiah you say " ¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." And in Romans you tell us that "all things work together for good to those who love Him and are called according to his purpose." Help me to hold to your promises and not worry and falter. Help me to trust You Lord and know that you will provide just as You have over and over. Forgive me for doubting you...