I am sad today

I sit here in the darkness of my room and let the tears fall gently on my cheeks.

I miss you so much Bennett – being with you for several days makes me realize how empty my life feels without you.

I wake up in the morning wishing I could turn to you and have you hold me for a few minutes before leaving the warmth and security of my bed. But even though you aren’t here I am happy to be alive another day to hear your voice.

My thoughts during the day are constantly of you –

I check my email to see if you have sent me a song.

Each time I answer the phone I wonder if it will be your voice I hear on the other end.

Missing you is a constant ache.

I know things will transpire in the time that God has set for us….but I wonder how long and what more we will cross before we find the completion we are striving for.

I know there are obstacles that must be faced and overcome and I am ready to face those with you.

The only thing I want is to be with you…..

Loving you forever and ever.