Thank you Lord

I am sorry that I didn't trust you Lord.... Your word says that you have a plan for our lives - plans to prosper and not harm... Thank you for loving me. Thank you for the lessons I have learned through the painful situations i have experienced. I know so much of it has been my own fault. I am sorry I disappointed you, but i had to know how to love again. Thank you for giving me that through him. But Lord thank you for holding me in your hand and not letting me run too far away. I see now you were preparing me for something wonderful. I know you want to use me in this for your honor and pleasure. Help me to be the vessel you can use to touch his heart. I feel that he is the one you have been preparing me to love. I feel a peacefulness and joy deep in my heart when i am with him. Thank you Lord..............